for some reason i'm not supposed to have a vacation.....

okay, so i'm moving next saturday, and so i took next week off so that i can pack and stuff and also so that i can chill out and have some me time. But my mother wants me to stick at home and not hang out with my friends. what's the point of taking a week of vacation time if i can't use it for vacation? now i wouldn't be so pissed off if i had a happy family that likes to hang out together. but i don't. when my father's not screaming at someone he's just watching tv all day and my brother's an angry gnome that hides in his room all day and my mother just pisses me off with her mentality that i'm a satanist drug addict that she needs to save from eternal damnation (note: i am not a satanist, i am wiccan. i have never used illegal drugs and i'm anti-alcohol. i don't even smoke so i dun know where she's getting this bull shit from.)

so anyway, now i'm pissed at her and she's pissed at me cause i wanna have fun on my vacation and she wants me to sit on my ass bored to tears at home all week. so yeah. not a happy camper right now.

i need a hug.

some one come give me a hug dammit! and i don't mean a computer *hug* i mean a real damn physical hug!

*Random curse words* ><

fuck the world i hate you!

i think i already did this once but i cant find it and i'm bored so yeah...

1) What is your favorite flavor of cheese? cheddar
2) What is your favorite 90's song? what's from the 90's?
3) What color are your undergarments? black and white
4) If you were an anime character, who would you be and why? umm.....ein cause he's cute! :3

FAMILY~
5) Brothers/Sisters? Ages? bro: 21 sis: 35
6) What is your family like? disfunctional
7) What do you like about your family? nuthin
8) What bugs you about your family? everything

FAVORITES~

9) What is your favorite place? bed
10) What is your favorite food? irish nachos
11) What is your favorite smell? vanilla and coconut
12) What is your favorite memory? not telling! :3
13) What is your favorite genre of music? anything
14) What is your favorite poet? myself and edgar allen poe
15) What is your favorite artist? cho
16) What is your favorite author? jrr tolkien, mercedes lackey....
17) What is your favorite book? last mage trilogy and lord of the rings
18) What is your favorite season? fall
19) What is your favorite flower and why? dandilions...simple but perdy.
20) What is your favorite anime/manga? um....dunno
21) What is your favorite tv show(non anime/manga)? x-men, grey's anatomy, house, er...ect....
22) What is your favorite thing to do on a rainy day? cuddle up in blankies or take a walk
23) What is your favorite thing to do on a sunny day? hide
24) What is your favorite action movie? the lord of the rings trilogy
25) What is your favorite romance movie? when harry met sally and harold and maude
26) What is your favorite comedy movie? clue
THINKERS~
27) If you could ask God one questions, what would it be? why?
28) If you could be an animal for a day, what would you be? fish. blub blub blub.
29) If you couldn't fail for one day, what would you do? get me a boy! :3
30) Would you rather be rich and unhappy, or poor and happy? poor and happy
31) Would you rather live a long and full life without love, or die young, but loved. young and loved

PERSONAL~
32) Describe your perfect date. dunno...cuddles and movies
33) What calms you down? watching me fishies
34) What makes you happy? cuddles :3
35) What makes you sad? stuff

i got a car! yay! carry carry carry! yay

okay, so it's a Hundai Accent 2003 silver thingy and it's cool and yay.

zoom zoom zoom

yeah, so did you know that there's a strip club and a porno theatre like three blocks away from disney land? it's true. i seen it! *big eyes* i seen it!

okay so yeah. i been working and working and stuff so sorry for not uploading but i been working and sulking about a little and stuff so yeah.

so what's everyone been up to? how've ya'll been? why don't you call my ass or i.m. me ya biatches! grr! *angry looks*

well anywho, at the moment i am at me friend vaneshka's house...you know her better as and it's like 5:30 and yeah. we went looking for cyotes in me car but didn't find any. and now she's asleep so i'm mucking about on the compy and stuff.

so yeah

wuzzup biznitch?! Oo .....i need sleep....

nah i'm good. but i got no one to talk to so i be lonely bonely. monely....sonely....ok then, moving on!

so now when me and vaneshka drive in the car she has to give me directions cause i be lost most of the time but now there is no "right" anymore. it's "actual left" and "that left". so yeah.

i dunno what to say anymore....bored bored boredy bored. yeah.

if i had a scanner here then i would scan some stuff and stuff but i don't...i think there's one upstaires but mom is asleep and i dun want to wake her and i dun know how to use it anyway....

yeah....okay....i go now before i do something utterly silly....so yeah...buh bye....call me, i.m. me, visit me....you know who you are biznitch! ><

yeah....

g'morning!

my god i'm alive! sorry that i haven't updated for a while but between school and work i barely have time to breathe. bleh!

anywho, i put a couple new pics up so yeah.

____And you are?___

Name: Heather
Nickname: Kayskah
Age: 18 (in a week so it's close enough dammit!)
Sex: female
got a girl/boyfriend: nope

____That crazy thang called love____

first love: haven't found it yet
first kiss: freshman year
do you prefer french or no french kiss?: gimme some tongue!
do you prefer boys or girls?: boys

___That funky thing called sex___

have you ever?: nope
Where was your first time?: N/A
Where would you like to?: in a bed.....or maybe in the back of a car if there was a lot of room like in the back of my friend Will's truck

____Favorites____

Color: purple
Actor: Orlando Bloom, Johnny Depp
Actress: Liv Tyler? (honestly i dun pay attention to the girls)
Movie: Harold and Maude
Tv show: X-files (Mulder's a hottie!)
Anime: don't have a favorite
Manga: don't have a favorite
Video game: umm..i don't really play video games much...

___Your ideal partner___

boy or girl?: boy
height: 5'8"-6'5"
hair color: no preferance
long, short or medium hair?: short/medium
wavy, strait, curly?: straight or wavy
eye color: no preferance
age: 19-35ish
naughty or nice?: whatever i want him to be at the time

_if ideal partner's a boy:_

muscular?: nah. i like thin but not ripped ya know?
facial hair?: nah. maybe. i prefer clean shaven but a goutee is okay i guess
tats/piercings?: tats are cool. i'd like a tongue ring. i've always wanted to kiss a guy with a tongue ring.

_if ideal partner's a girl:_

big breasts?: N/A (but personally i think really big breasts look funny)
althletic or not?: N/A
ditz or smart: N/A
tats/piercings?: N/A


___More about you__

any fetishes?: belly buttons and happy trails (yummy yummy)
dog or cat person?: dog
favorite band?: dun have one
favorite disney movie?: tarzan and the hunchback of notre dame and beauty and the beast
who's in your dreams?: dominic keating, orlando bloom
who do you fantasize about?: see above question
do you have tats/piercings?: my ears are pierced but they're too sensative for ear rings
would you like tats/piercings?: a few tats, maybe a lip ring or eyebrow ring

did you have fun doing this?: yeah cause i was bored.