gods, I haven't written a blog here in a while. Wow. So what have i been up to?

I just got back from vacation. Not that bad for a family vacation. There was alot of tension between me and my grandmother because she doesn't understand the concept of an inside dog and i'm not willing to leave my toy dogs outside with bears, mountain lions and timber wolves in the area.

I also managed to burn my lip on a flaming marshmallow. I am SO not joking. Here's what happened...I like my marshmallows to be rather severely toasted. So when we roasted marshmallows tuesday night i shoved my marshmallow into the center of the fire and removed it when it caught fire itself. I let it burn for a few moments and then drew it closer so that i could blow it out. And it was at that moment, right before i blew it out that my arm decided to spasm and the burning marshmallow made contact with my lip.

It didn't really hurt, the burn. But it did blister, and those blisters decided to pop at random points within the next few days. Now it kinda looks like a cold sore which bugs me but yeah. I'll have one of those 'boy was i stupid' stories to kick around for a while. What really sucks about it is whenever i smile or laugh or eat the scab over the burn slips open and bleeds. kinda like a couple summers ago when my bottom lip split really bad when i had alot of salted peanuts and forgot to bring my chapstick.

And now i'm tired, with a dog sleeping at my feet and a ton of junk strewn about my floor. i should pick some of it up before i go to bed and then i really should go to bed soon since i have work in the morning. Aw well, i might go cruise around Myspace for a little while.

Have a good night or day, depending on when you read this.

don't ask for my opinion if you don't really care

Rules!: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....

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six weird things about me...

1. i have a belly button fettish
2. i spend most of my days daydreaming
3. i draw my best when i'm in class
4. i'm deathly afraid of talking to guys that i find attractive
5. i freak out in crowded situations. you may not see it, but i am freaking out.
6. i have trouble thinking of six weird things about myself. ask my friends, they can fill you in.


i officially refuse to tag anyone. ^.^

what wonders we behold, when darkness falls upon the Earth, and everything is reduced to shadow and speculation.

have you ever written a story and you want to be made into a movie, and as you are writing it you know who you would like to play each character? Well my story, which as of yet has no title, is beginning to be written for the umpteenth time but i have hope for this edition. and the cast so far includes Johnny Depp, Allan Cumming, Ian McKellen, and Orlando Bloom.

the only one that hangs in the balance is Orlando cause i'm not sure that he can pull off a phychotic maniac. Everyone else can fit easily into the characters. I was thinking of Heath Leger for a bit in place of Orlando but he's just not pretty enough. Yet i don't think that orlando can be all that intimidating....aw well, i'll figure something out.

Well, that's just about it for now, i've been renting and watching movies like mad. i should be getting Ed Wood tomorow from NetFlix so i'll get to watch that after work. god i hate sneezing on my computer screen...anybody know of a good film school around here? i'm thinking of going into movie monster makeup or something like that....

school sucks ass, i miss the friends that i never see anymore (Kumi, Hailey, Amahd, Alex, marissa, coleen, marie, and everyone else) i fight more with my parents which is kinda funny really...it's one of those mind game sort of fights where you pause for a moment to come up with a good retort...

I want to start a rat rescue but my mother won't let me... yadda yadda yadda...

I saw him in the shadow of my mind, a figure cloaked in shadow from another time. Rain all around in the darkness falling, I hear the voices of past transgressions calling. But in the darkness he was there, and he carried me home on broken wings made of glass. He looked like no other being that I had ever known in Heaven, Hell or this place called Earth. He was Love and Hate, Pleasure and Pain. He kissed my lips with black velvet satin, the water from his hair dripping into everything. It was like no other nightmare, no other dream, ambition or longing. It simply was. I look for him today and cannot find him. He is there yet not, coming and going as needed in this world. I hope to see him again someday.

wow....and i was just about to type down some crappy lyrics from a song i've heard a million times.

One, two, Freddy's coming for you...

well, i watched Freddy Vs Jason on tv today and am now watching Jason X. I'm not really that much of a horror movie buff but i've always been intrigued by Freddy Krueger, Jason Voorhees and Pinhead. I haven't seen any of the Nightmare on ElmStreet, Friday the 13th or HellRaiser movies but i've always liked those three slashers. I dunno why, I've just always liked them. I mean, horror movies scare the shit out of me and i'm probably not gunna sleep well tonight, or at all but i mean, i love them anyway. Freddy kicks ass cause he's just fucking psychotic. I mean, he laughs and tells jokes and shit. what's not to love about that?

And Jason's just cuddly. There's something about a mask wearing, machete weilding psycho that i like. I mean, if he popped up one day and came after me, I would scream like the chicken shit that i am and run for the hills but in the movie world it's just like "squee!" I like Predator for the same reason. They're just cuddly.

And i dunno why i like pinhead. When i see him on the covers of the Hell Raiser movies at the video stores i'm like "omg that's creepy" but i saw a tid bit of him as I passed the sci fi channel one day and was like "dude, he rocks".

SO now i need to get my mother to take me to the video store and get some of the nightmare on elm streets and some of the friday the thirteenths and the hellraisers. Anybody know which ones are better than the others? that's what i hate sbout all these movies with millions of sequels. they just lose their vibe after a while ya know?

And on the opposite end of the spectrum i've never liked leather face or whats-his-name. you know that one i'm talking about...god, what's his name...that guy from the halloween movies....anyway, those two have no appeal for me. I like Hannible Lector though, he's twisted cool.

wow, i'm gunna have so many fucking nightmares tonight it's not even funny. aw well, serves me right for liking horror slashers.

Cho Cho! draw me cuddling Jason <the one from Freddy Vs Jason cause he looked cooler than the one from Jason X> and i'll love you forever! I'll draw you something in return! ^.^

oh and bleeping out cuss words are funny. Cause their mouths are saying shit but their voices are saying crap. like when they play dogma on tv.

Anywho, i think i'll raid the fridge, go pee and start paying more attention to the movie...pity i was gunna do a body count but then i l ost track as i was watching this. i think we're up to a dozen now though.

dude....dude...i read a thing on wikipedia about pinhead that says that he used to be a sex symbol in Japan. them crazy japanese people.

Oh, no tears please. It's a waste of good suffering.

wow i been gone a while

so yeah, i been gone a while. mostly i been doing school stuff and work stuff and been lazy. I actually haven't drawn anything good in a while and am just getting back into it now.

let's see...what's new...well, my eyeless turtle died for starters. And my dog was bugging my rats one day and got his foot bit. That was kinda funny. We were hoping that he would leave them alone now but he hasn't. I got two new rats. One is a dumbo and the other is a hairless. You can see pictures of them on my myspace. Babalui, aka Fat Bastard, died a bit ago. We got Steve a new buddy named Patch Summerfield. I'm getting another rat soon. His name is Stumpy and was attacked by another rat at Petsmart so he's a little messed up and i'm adopting him when he gets off his medication.

Umm...I also got a snake. His name is legs. My mom found out about him the other day and wasn't really mad, which surprised me. She said that she's going to pretend that he doesn't exist. I plan on getting a turantula soon too. He can go in another tank next to legs in the closet. Lol, i'm so bad.

well, that's just about all that's been going on lately.
see ya around! ^.^

fuck the world i hate you!